sheaforest:

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I swear Im always in my feelings and I honestly don’t no why. When I was younger I could never see myself married or in love because I was taking by ball and now I as mature and get older I still love ball but I constantly catch myself contemplating my future husbands features and personality and its a little scary. Im getting older and I feel like I don’t know if Im ready to trust my heart with another being. Like how will I know that my love , my kindness, myself won’t be taken for granted. I don’t know I just feel like living in a world of everyone being a “hopeless romantic” I just feel like Im going to be the one stuck by myself because im afraid but at the end of the day im just a hooper, stuck in her emotions, trying to find a heart to reside in.